Monday, February 1, 2010

i was having a good morning...


look at this, my beautiful boy

I am sad. My friend has a child with autism as well. He can draw beyond his age ability and make legos of hammerhead sharks and swordfish (you don't even have to be told what they are when you look at them). He is in regular school; mainstreamed. I am so proud of her as a mother and so happy for her, I really truly am, she deserves it. But I hurt for me. I hurt so bleepin' bad. I am doing it all wrong.

I am very self-absorbed this morning...

3 comments:

Kelly said...

Sorry I didn't read your blog til today. Hope you are feeling better. Murphy is beautiful and so are you.

Anonymous said...

At least he's not illegitimate??? Sorry, trying to figure out how to be sympathetic and make you smile. Love, Jacqui

kady said...

I love you Jacqui